One year ago, I left my husband.
I had enough.
Couldn't stand that life any more.
I wanted to keep my house, but it wasn't worth it.
I remember thinking that I wouldn't find love again.
Who wants a young girl who has had two kids and has awful stretch marks?
That was honestly my biggest concern.
Looking back it was pathetic that I was so dependent on a man.
In all honesty, I think I'm still dependent on my man.
Mike, that is.
It's been just short of a year since we met.
Although it would have been a better life lesson if we hadn't met...
I am so glad we did.
He's made me so happy.
In a time in my life when things have gone so wrong.
Dismay, Divorce, and Death
I could easily be writing a different entry today.
Today I have hope.
I'm subconsciously planning my life for the future.
For all the things I had given up on in my previous marriage.
Being proposed to, getting married again, having more babies, buying a house...
The possibilities are really endless.
I don't think I would be able to say that same thing one year ago today.
I just want you to know that you most definitely deserve all the happiness in the world. I often reflect on life and start to feel sorry for myself, but then I realize that everyone has those moments. I think the hard times you have gone through make you appreciate all the good you now have. I wish all the best gal! ~ Cheryl D.
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